want to know the defination of IMPOSSIBLE??!!
a defination that liting told me 2years ago..hmms, misses her loads..
IMPOSSIBLE -> I_AM_POSSIBLE
so, i truely believed that i'm able to hang on to whatever things untill the very end..
hang onto a few more days and, 'O' chinese's over..i'm going to do it once; and do it a good one((:
if my chinese's down, i would have 1 less subject to go--5 more to go!!
so, i'm surely going to put in my VERY VERY BEST!!
I AM POSSIBLE!!!!
(back to the top.)
i'll cherish my life even more..
Sichuan's earthquake really stunned me..it's so shocking that a once well-developed city would now eventually be a total flat ground..
people dying to be saved..and people crying over the death..
atmosphere there were totally dead..
children became orphan just like that; losing all their family members..
how fortunate can i say i am??!! VERY!! having those i LOVED and those who LOVE me around me was such a blessing to me..
thanks god i's saved in this wonderful country..
hmm, anyone know the way of donating money for the relief operations of the disaster??
if i'm allowed to volunteer to help in the disaster, i'll fly there immediately to give in all i can, to help..
but right now, i'm not able to..my parents scold me crazy..including you..
nevertheless, i'm still able to do what i can right here to help (donations); no doubt no physical help from me..
today during chinese lesson, ms tan(陈老师) showed us a short video of the disaster in Sichuan..
am i suppose to say i'm just too emotional or so; i cried.. it's just a short video which does not even last for 5mins and i actually burst into tears..
it's not something that i acted out..but it's the true emotions in me..
i'll LOVE all those around me as much as i could from now onwards..
(back to the top.)
pardon me for not being courageous enough..
i wasn't courageous enough to keep my mind clear..
eventually i choose to escape from the reality..
until the day i've got my mind out, i'll re-find my way through..
______________________________________________________________________
anyway, for some relaxation after a busy/ nonsensical day today..
China preparing hard for Beijing Olymplics:
And if you're dead, please get to a hospital...
Falling should be planned...
I wouldn't dare...
(back to the top.)
aren't i just a...
slut??
for no good reason, i felt this way..
kinda feeling so DOWN right now..
perhaps you really don't belong to me right from the beginning...
i'm some kinda letdown..
i felt that i've just snatched my bestie's boyfriend..
what's the problem with you, gina??!!
i've got no idea what am i posting right here..
i'm at lost of my mind..
please, someone give me one tight slap to wake me up..
just one will do..
to get me out of my dreams..
i just CAN'T find ANYTHING RIGHT in me...
feeling myself so bitchy..
i've really got no idea what RUBBISH am i writing here..
i'm so sorry..
i know you'll be able to see all this..
but i've really got no idea what's going through my mind right now..
it's all confusion..
i'm really sorry..
i know i shouldn't be thinking about all these now,
but i just couldn't hlp stopping all those thoughts in me.
maybe this glodfish could express my feelings now..
(back to the top.)
hopes diminished...
for the very first time i failed my chinese paper during examination..
the very first time i failed extremely bad for my favourite subject..
what was the main reason behind??
i know the paper was tough..but it wasn't an acceptable reason..it's just an EXCUSE..
myself was to blame.. not attending the ip coaching & not do all the things the rest did..
lazyness in me is KILLING me!!!
perhaps i was just too over confidence in my chinese..
i was totally WRONG..
a subjest i was hoping for an A1..
i'm just dreaming..
i EXPECT:
-my english to FAIL;
-my combine humans to FAIL;
-my a-maths to FAIL;
-my combine science to JUST PASS;
--my d&t theory has already FLUNK..(hoping my folio would be able to pull the overall up)
--my chinese has already FLUNK...
EVERYTHING's failing...
maybe..it's just a hip-cup along the way..
MARK MY WORDS:: i'm not going to give up!!
NOTHING's stopping my A1!!
i'll get back soon & buck up!!
(back to the top.)
Everything in me are REALLY REALLY going wild...
i've really got no idea what's happening to me these few days...
sudden blackout and nearly fainted which i don't know why..
getting mood-less for no good reasons...
sneezing like nobody's business...
tearing for no reason...
what's exactly happening to me??!!
___________________________________________________________________
o2/o5/o8- today??
went to samuel's house to celebrate his?? his dad's birthday?? i've got no idea..cos' he told me they're celebrating his dad's..but they sang birthday song for him..yupps...i've got no idea...
hmm..before dining, my nose itch like nobody's business and my tears just rolled down??.. kind of scaring my own self...
after dining, went back into his room and talked damn lot..laughed damn lot too..darling and him went very high too..for dunno whatever reason..yupps..
just a summary here in my blog..
for full write up, may refer to cheryl's bloggy..
i'm getting mood-less and restless in some sense...
anyway,
___________________________________________________________________
intro of songs::
Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys
lyrics:
I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling,
Oooh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this
[Chorus:]
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility
[Chorus]
No, no, no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)
Cause BABY...
[Chorus]
Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah
I'm inconsolable
________________________________________________________________
NEXT, i'm sinply in LOVE with this song on rei's bloggie..
Only Fooling myself by Kate Voegele
lyrics::
I stop to catch my breath - And I stop to catch your eye
No need to second-guess - That you’ve been on my mind
I dream days away, but that’s okay -
It’s like I want to hear a silent sound - And then hold it in my hand
But a rose won’t blossom from a ground - Of desert sand, but I like to pretend that
One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out
I’m only fooling myself, oh, - But maybe when you smile
It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now
Well, now it’s etched in stone - That I can’t survive alone - You have the missing piece
That I need so desperately - Yes, I slip away to a day that’ll never come
It’s like a splash of water to my face - When I suddenly realize - That you could never find a place
For me in your eyes, and I don’t know why I keep thinking
One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out
I’m only fooling myself, oh, - But maybe when you smile
It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now
It’s love in disguise - I’m lost in your eyes - I’m lost in your eyes
One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out
I’m only fooling myself, oh, - But maybe when you smile
It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now - Save me now
Just maybe you’d save me now
[Only Fooling Myself Lyrics on
________________________________________________________________
lastly,
Nowhere To Go by Backstreet Boys
p/s: no lyrics..
(back to the top.)
a defination that liting told me 2years ago..hmms, misses her loads..
so, i truely believed that i'm able to hang on to whatever things untill the very end..
hang onto a few more days and, 'O' chinese's over..i'm going to do it once; and do it a good one((:
if my chinese's down, i would have 1 less subject to go--5 more to go!!
so, i'm surely going to put in my VERY VERY BEST!!
I AM POSSIBLE!!!!
i'll cherish my life even more..
Sichuan's earthquake really stunned me..it's so shocking that a once well-developed city would now eventually be a total flat ground..
people dying to be saved..and people crying over the death..
atmosphere there were totally dead..
children became orphan just like that; losing all their family members..
how fortunate can i say i am??!! VERY!! having those i LOVED and those who LOVE me around me was such a blessing to me..
thanks god i's saved in this wonderful country..
hmm, anyone know the way of donating money for the relief operations of the disaster??
if i'm allowed to volunteer to help in the disaster, i'll fly there immediately to give in all i can, to help..
but right now, i'm not able to..my parents scold me crazy..including you..
nevertheless, i'm still able to do what i can right here to help (donations); no doubt no physical help from me..
today during chinese lesson, ms tan(陈老师) showed us a short video of the disaster in Sichuan..
am i suppose to say i'm just too emotional or so; i cried.. it's just a short video which does not even last for 5mins and i actually burst into tears..
it's not something that i acted out..but it's the true emotions in me..
i'll LOVE all those around me as much as i could from now onwards..
pardon me for not being courageous enough..
i wasn't courageous enough to keep my mind clear..
eventually i choose to escape from the reality..
until the day i've got my mind out, i'll re-find my way through..
______________________________________________________________________
anyway, for some relaxation after a busy/ nonsensical day today..
China preparing hard for Beijing Olymplics:
And if you're dead, please get to a hospital...
Falling should be planned...
I wouldn't dare...
Operators standing by....
Press it because you want to....
I give my life and my company, butthey just keep demanding more... _____________________________________________________________________
aren't i just a...slut??
for no good reason, i felt this way..
kinda feeling so DOWN right now..
perhaps you really don't belong to me right from the beginning...
i'm some kinda letdown..
i felt that i've just snatched my bestie's boyfriend..
what's the problem with you, gina??!!
i've got no idea what am i posting right here..
i'm at lost of my mind..
please, someone give me one tight slap to wake me up..
just one will do..
to get me out of my dreams..
i just CAN'T find ANYTHING RIGHT in me...
feeling myself so bitchy..
i've really got no idea what RUBBISH am i writing here..
i'm so sorry..
i know you'll be able to see all this..
but i've really got no idea what's going through my mind right now..
it's all confusion..
i'm really sorry..
i know i shouldn't be thinking about all these now,
but i just couldn't hlp stopping all those thoughts in me.
maybe this glodfish could express my feelings now..
hopes diminished...for the very first time i failed my chinese paper during examination..
the very first time i failed extremely bad for my favourite subject..
what was the main reason behind??
i know the paper was tough..but it wasn't an acceptable reason..it's just an EXCUSE..
myself was to blame.. not attending the ip coaching & not do all the things the rest did..
lazyness in me is KILLING me!!!
perhaps i was just too over confidence in my chinese..
i was totally WRONG..
a subjest i was hoping for an A1..
i'm just dreaming..
i EXPECT:
-my english to FAIL;
-my combine humans to FAIL;
-my a-maths to FAIL;
-my combine science to JUST PASS;
--my d&t theory has already FLUNK..(hoping my folio would be able to pull the overall up)
--my chinese has already FLUNK...
EVERYTHING's failing...
maybe..it's just a hip-cup along the way..
MARK MY WORDS:: i'm not going to give up!!
NOTHING's stopping my A1!!
i'll get back soon & buck up!!
Everything in me are REALLY REALLY going wild...
i've really got no idea what's happening to me these few days...
sudden blackout and nearly fainted which i don't know why..
getting mood-less for no good reasons...
sneezing like nobody's business...
tearing for no reason...
what's exactly happening to me??!!
___________________________________________________________________
o2/o5/o8- today??
went to samuel's house to celebrate his?? his dad's birthday?? i've got no idea..cos' he told me they're celebrating his dad's..but they sang birthday song for him..yupps...i've got no idea...
hmm..before dining, my nose itch like nobody's business and my tears just rolled down??.. kind of scaring my own self...
after dining, went back into his room and talked damn lot..laughed damn lot too..darling and him went very high too..for dunno whatever reason..yupps..
just a summary here in my blog..
for full write up, may refer to cheryl's bloggy..
i'm getting mood-less and restless in some sense...
anyway,
___________________________________________________________________
intro of songs::
Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys
lyrics:
I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling,
Oooh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this
[Chorus:]
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility
[Chorus]
No, no, no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)
Cause BABY...
[Chorus]
Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah
I'm inconsolable
________________________________________________________________
NEXT, i'm sinply in LOVE with this song on rei's bloggie..
Only Fooling myself by Kate Voegele
lyrics::
I stop to catch my breath - And I stop to catch your eye
No need to second-guess - That you’ve been on my mind
I dream days away, but that’s okay -
It’s like I want to hear a silent sound - And then hold it in my hand
But a rose won’t blossom from a ground - Of desert sand, but I like to pretend that
One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out
I’m only fooling myself, oh, - But maybe when you smile
It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now
Well, now it’s etched in stone - That I can’t survive alone - You have the missing piece
That I need so desperately - Yes, I slip away to a day that’ll never come
It’s like a splash of water to my face - When I suddenly realize - That you could never find a place
For me in your eyes, and I don’t know why I keep thinking
One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out
I’m only fooling myself, oh, - But maybe when you smile
It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now
It’s love in disguise - I’m lost in your eyes - I’m lost in your eyes
One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out
I’m only fooling myself, oh, - But maybe when you smile
It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now - Save me now
Just maybe you’d save me now
[Only Fooling Myself Lyrics on
________________________________________________________________
lastly,
Nowhere To Go by Backstreet Boys
p/s: no lyrics..
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A girl who'll never regret joining KSS BADMINTION(: 'N's and 'O's are finally down. she's successfully promoted up to NGEE ANN polytechnic and she'll continue to strive high and also work hard for whatever's important in her life. she simply just LOVE stuffing her head into her assesments books and notes. leaving in the past is what she prefered. but she know that this will never come true, and she know that it's a MUST for her to move on with her life.
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